i'm feeling it.
the sort of down cast feeling.
yucks. i dont like it.
it's always like that in the face of uncertainty.
possibly a lack of confidence?
or perhaps just worn out from the brain power absorbing all the information.
tmr's the 1st.
4 days and soon it will all be over.
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Are You An Optimist or Pessimist?
| You Are an Optimist |
 You definitely see the sunny side of life, even when things aren't going so great. And while you may not be a realist, your optimism has really improved your quality of life. You have the energy to take charge, solve your problems, and enjoy life for what it is. Optimists are happier and healthier - so keep thinking positive! |
How Bitchy Are You?
| You Are 19% Bitchy |
 You are practically an angel - both on the inside and outside. You try to give everyone the benefit of the doubt, and you're even tolerant of bitchiness in others! |
How Hot Are Your Kisses?
| Your Kisses Are Medium-Hot |
 Your kisses are definitely sexy, but you're not about to make anyone gasp for air. You take it slow and steady... and you ramp things up when you get the right signals. Your kissing style is adaptable and adept. And people who kiss you love it! |
How Girly Are You
| You Are 84% Girly |
 When the term "girly girl" was invented, they were thinking of someone like you. You're a feminine and sweet and very high maintenance. But you're worth it! |
some silly tests...
javern jus sent me this link in a bid to help me destress.
so kind la javvy :) thanks!
http://www.blogthings.com/quizzes/
so here i am.. doing random tests for fun.
indeed trying to destress.. haha.
so kind la javvy :) thanks!
http://www.blogthings.com/quizzes/
so here i am.. doing random tests for fun.
indeed trying to destress.. haha.
Saturday, April 21, 2007
today's homily
today's novena homily was interesting...
a tale told by a senior member of the church..
this statement caught my attention as it was repeated several times during the homily.
"The evil you do remains with you. The good you do comes back to you."
i find this statement very true. but ironically, things dont always go the way we want it to.
i guess the best is to stay focused and do the right things.
the best is to think, 'what would Jesus do if he were u' sorta scenario. den dat way things may not be so fully complicated!
draw strength from God. i guess only he can provide you with answers.
i think i hvnt been fervent enough in my prayers.
i need to find my way back to God and draw strength from him.
i need divine guidance and assistance.
i need to find my positivity.
what i need i dun tink i can find in human strength.
i think i need some internal healing of mind and soul.
its a wonder how i can be caught up in the whole hustle and bustle of uni life and its jus passing me by every fleeting moment.
i'm in this pt of my life tt i'm worrying abt the transition.
mayb tt's bcos i got too much free time? some may like to think tt way.
but i tink thinking helps me grow. it helps shape my mentality and ideas.
nthg is perfect. no idea is perfect. i need to figure out wads best for myself.
and i need pple to just be supportive and happy for me.
jus for a change...
i tink my life needs a change. and i can sense tt change coming soon.
april is already coming to an end.
once exams come are over, dere'll still be lots to do.
i need to start planning. i need to think.
i need to be more resourceful.
i need to be independent.
i shall remember wad i need to do and get it done.
thinking back on words of positive support and encouragement esp during poly days jus brings back so much memories.
memories of days we used to mug for stats, econs and accounting.
it was a nightmare, those subjects.
but those were some awesome times.
all those nites staying late in tp comp labs, pia-ing our projects. getting the sweetest surprises. jus seeing everyone working jus as hard as you jus helps matters. makes u wanna work harder and jus press on towards everyone's common objective - to do well.
those days of close frenships, bitching sessions and slacking.
i miss dem all.
i miss tp days. i miss the things we went thru as a cohort.
i miss seeing those familiar faces. i miss the lecturers who used to make fun of me. i miss the closeness we had wif our lecturers. i miss consultation sessions. i miss running up to the 5th floor to book them. i miss our project meetings outside the LTs.. i miss combined lecturers held in LT19.
i miss how hospi pple will make fun of grace and i.. the cuzzies.. haha.
bcos my cuzy was so popular, everyone knew i was grace's cuzy.. therefore the correlation. haha. hw cute. i remember looking forward to see grace in combined lectures. and always wondered hw it wud be like working with grace on a common project. hee. sadly, nvr got the chance.
lunches at saffron, supporting our hospi frens.. BESE lessons.. HTM was always the talk of biz sch.. haha. until dis OTHER course came along........ *ahem* =X
i always wonder hw everyone is doing.
despite bitching and politics, i still do miss everyone.
life was gd back in those days. a very fruitful 3 year journey that i'll always and forever hold very dear to my heart =)
special thanks to every single one who have been a part of that journey with me. it was indeed fate tt we became coursemates/cohort mates.
guess it didnt quite occur to us back then. but better late then never huh? =P
take care all.
a tale told by a senior member of the church..
this statement caught my attention as it was repeated several times during the homily.
"The evil you do remains with you. The good you do comes back to you."
i find this statement very true. but ironically, things dont always go the way we want it to.
i guess the best is to stay focused and do the right things.
the best is to think, 'what would Jesus do if he were u' sorta scenario. den dat way things may not be so fully complicated!
draw strength from God. i guess only he can provide you with answers.
i think i hvnt been fervent enough in my prayers.
i need to find my way back to God and draw strength from him.
i need divine guidance and assistance.
i need to find my positivity.
what i need i dun tink i can find in human strength.
i think i need some internal healing of mind and soul.
its a wonder how i can be caught up in the whole hustle and bustle of uni life and its jus passing me by every fleeting moment.
i'm in this pt of my life tt i'm worrying abt the transition.
mayb tt's bcos i got too much free time? some may like to think tt way.
but i tink thinking helps me grow. it helps shape my mentality and ideas.
nthg is perfect. no idea is perfect. i need to figure out wads best for myself.
and i need pple to just be supportive and happy for me.
jus for a change...
i tink my life needs a change. and i can sense tt change coming soon.
april is already coming to an end.
once exams come are over, dere'll still be lots to do.
i need to start planning. i need to think.
i need to be more resourceful.
i need to be independent.
i shall remember wad i need to do and get it done.
thinking back on words of positive support and encouragement esp during poly days jus brings back so much memories.
memories of days we used to mug for stats, econs and accounting.
it was a nightmare, those subjects.
but those were some awesome times.
all those nites staying late in tp comp labs, pia-ing our projects. getting the sweetest surprises. jus seeing everyone working jus as hard as you jus helps matters. makes u wanna work harder and jus press on towards everyone's common objective - to do well.
those days of close frenships, bitching sessions and slacking.
i miss dem all.
i miss tp days. i miss the things we went thru as a cohort.
i miss seeing those familiar faces. i miss the lecturers who used to make fun of me. i miss the closeness we had wif our lecturers. i miss consultation sessions. i miss running up to the 5th floor to book them. i miss our project meetings outside the LTs.. i miss combined lecturers held in LT19.
i miss how hospi pple will make fun of grace and i.. the cuzzies.. haha.
bcos my cuzy was so popular, everyone knew i was grace's cuzy.. therefore the correlation. haha. hw cute. i remember looking forward to see grace in combined lectures. and always wondered hw it wud be like working with grace on a common project. hee. sadly, nvr got the chance.
lunches at saffron, supporting our hospi frens.. BESE lessons.. HTM was always the talk of biz sch.. haha. until dis OTHER course came along........ *ahem* =X
i always wonder hw everyone is doing.
despite bitching and politics, i still do miss everyone.
life was gd back in those days. a very fruitful 3 year journey that i'll always and forever hold very dear to my heart =)
special thanks to every single one who have been a part of that journey with me. it was indeed fate tt we became coursemates/cohort mates.
guess it didnt quite occur to us back then. but better late then never huh? =P
take care all.
Thursday, April 19, 2007
for one more day
i'm feeling happy and at the same time, a sense of comfort.
i've finally gotten the story book i've wanted ever since october last yr...
the book that i searched high and low for, from Singapore to San Fran and New York and yet cudnt find the paperback version. all i had my hands on was the hard cover.
i still remember the feeling...
i wanted so bad to have the book.
i wanted so much to own it.
yet something told me to be patient and wait.
the paperback version has finally arrived and now i have it.
i'm so contented.
cant wait for exams to be over to read the book.
another 8 days.
i shall be patient.
*thank you...*
i've finally gotten the story book i've wanted ever since october last yr...
the book that i searched high and low for, from Singapore to San Fran and New York and yet cudnt find the paperback version. all i had my hands on was the hard cover.
i still remember the feeling...
i wanted so bad to have the book.
i wanted so much to own it.
yet something told me to be patient and wait.
the paperback version has finally arrived and now i have it.
i'm so contented.
cant wait for exams to be over to read the book.
another 8 days.
i shall be patient.
*thank you...*
Sunday, April 15, 2007
DC - MKTG 1058
distribution channels is channeling me to insanity!
k la i'm jus over-reacting... =P
still keeping sane...
jus a bit more.
tmr it'll all be over once i drop it into the submission box!
looking forward to tmr whn i can start mugging for my exams - 1st paper in 12days!
oh gdness, i quiver in fear at the mere thought of it.
work hard everyone!
stay strong in both body and mind!
and always remember to keep smiling! =)
k la i'm jus over-reacting... =P
still keeping sane...
jus a bit more.
tmr it'll all be over once i drop it into the submission box!
looking forward to tmr whn i can start mugging for my exams - 1st paper in 12days!
oh gdness, i quiver in fear at the mere thought of it.
work hard everyone!
stay strong in both body and mind!
and always remember to keep smiling! =)
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
wil2 is doneded
wad a relief WIL2 is over!
last one to go... my DC.
keeping my fingers crossed!
so far progress is fine.
jus hoping everything will turn out smoothly.
jus hate last minute work.
and my knees are killing me.
sigh.
last one to go... my DC.
keeping my fingers crossed!
so far progress is fine.
jus hoping everything will turn out smoothly.
jus hate last minute work.
and my knees are killing me.
sigh.
Monday, April 09, 2007
Sunday, April 08, 2007
a quirky quote
i adopted dis great quote from a dear fren...
Get drunk, be happy and die!
yup indeed. now wud be the best time.
Get drunk, be happy and die!
yup indeed. now wud be the best time.
Thursday, April 05, 2007
Saturday, March 31, 2007
the way to joy
i have found a way to make me happy!
simply pass me a bag of famos amos no nut choco chip cookies.
that'll do the job! =)
i know i'm happy now. haha.
simply pass me a bag of famos amos no nut choco chip cookies.
that'll do the job! =)
i know i'm happy now. haha.
Thursday, March 29, 2007
point of having a hp
pple, why have/own a hp when u dun pick up calls, n dun reply msgs?
ok den agn...
mayb whn u do reply the calls or smses, u jus take a really long time to do so.
somebody pls kindly explain this evident n increasing phenomenon?
ok den agn...
mayb whn u do reply the calls or smses, u jus take a really long time to do so.
somebody pls kindly explain this evident n increasing phenomenon?
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
lost it
i hv lost close to all of my positive energy.
i'm learning to bear grudges.
dun see the importance of committment to anything.
refuse to believe in the gd of others.
increasingly difficult to understand the irony of the world as it continually grows.
hate it when pple seem so transparent.
increasingly difficult to find the existence of joy and laughter.
the lack of faith and trust disgusts me.
dun see the need to pretend to be happy whn i'm nt.
solitude transcends peace and tranquility.
books and work will suffice.
lost sight of it.
i'm learning to bear grudges.
dun see the importance of committment to anything.
refuse to believe in the gd of others.
increasingly difficult to understand the irony of the world as it continually grows.
hate it when pple seem so transparent.
increasingly difficult to find the existence of joy and laughter.
the lack of faith and trust disgusts me.
dun see the need to pretend to be happy whn i'm nt.
solitude transcends peace and tranquility.
books and work will suffice.
lost sight of it.
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
assumptions
why do pple like to make assumptions?
i tink pple have to learn nt to make assumptions and presumptions.
and make a very conscious effort to put it into practice.
because they are evil.
is there really so much time to be angry and petty?
learn to let it go.
listen to the song by corrinne may "let it go" , it really speaks for itself.
life is jus way to short to stay angry and grumpy.
why cant pple be happier, smile more and see the better things in life?
are we all jus too caught up in this rat race?
or do we jus simply choose to ignore wads more important?
or do we jus choose to see things differently?
its always abt personal perceptions, perspectives or wadever.
carpe diem. just seize the day.
why cant pple focus their energy on smthg more productive?
do smthg to change your emotional state of mind.
difficult as it is, as i've jus said, it's all just a state of mind.
ur mind is the most powerful tool, so use it, command it.
everything is a choice.
how do u noe when ure taking or have taken someone for granted?
jus pause in ur tracks and think this.
close ur eyes and imagine the worst.
what would u do without this person in ur life?
what would happen to u if u nvr met or had dis person in ur life?
what happens if smthg untoward happens to that person?
how much does this person mean/matter to u?
always take time to appreciate pple.
they are the most fragile things in life.
thank God for my religion, if nt, i wud hv nvr learn this lesson,
which is,
if u can have a religion and claim you love God,
when God is intangible - u cant see him, hear him, touch him, smell him and taste him.
then how can u claim u love or appreciate someone so tangible in ur life?
pple shud ask themselves the question above.
nvr let ur emotions get the better of u.
i like to tink dat emotions r evil too.
control ur emotions with ur mind.
it's all in the mind.
keep smiling everyone.
try and be truly happy for a change.
i tink pple have to learn nt to make assumptions and presumptions.
and make a very conscious effort to put it into practice.
because they are evil.
is there really so much time to be angry and petty?
learn to let it go.
listen to the song by corrinne may "let it go" , it really speaks for itself.
life is jus way to short to stay angry and grumpy.
why cant pple be happier, smile more and see the better things in life?
are we all jus too caught up in this rat race?
or do we jus simply choose to ignore wads more important?
or do we jus choose to see things differently?
its always abt personal perceptions, perspectives or wadever.
carpe diem. just seize the day.
why cant pple focus their energy on smthg more productive?
do smthg to change your emotional state of mind.
difficult as it is, as i've jus said, it's all just a state of mind.
ur mind is the most powerful tool, so use it, command it.
everything is a choice.
how do u noe when ure taking or have taken someone for granted?
jus pause in ur tracks and think this.
close ur eyes and imagine the worst.
what would u do without this person in ur life?
what would happen to u if u nvr met or had dis person in ur life?
what happens if smthg untoward happens to that person?
how much does this person mean/matter to u?
always take time to appreciate pple.
they are the most fragile things in life.
thank God for my religion, if nt, i wud hv nvr learn this lesson,
which is,
if u can have a religion and claim you love God,
when God is intangible - u cant see him, hear him, touch him, smell him and taste him.
then how can u claim u love or appreciate someone so tangible in ur life?
pple shud ask themselves the question above.
nvr let ur emotions get the better of u.
i like to tink dat emotions r evil too.
control ur emotions with ur mind.
it's all in the mind.
keep smiling everyone.
try and be truly happy for a change.
Monday, March 19, 2007
how much are you worth?
have u ever wondered how much you are worth?
dont tink. dont know. dont care.
have you ever felt that you werent in control?
happens when u feel fat and unattractive.
dont tink. dont know. dont care.
have you ever felt that you werent in control?
happens when u feel fat and unattractive.
Saturday, March 17, 2007
stay away frm chocs
time for the stress levels to increase very rapidly
this leads to a direct correlation in eating less fried and heaty foods
esp since i hv nw discovered tt my immune system seriously sucks big time
4 times flu in 4 mths.
awesome la.
wad cud be better.
i need to change my diet. i tink smthg must be wrong somewhere..
any suggestions let me noe ya? wud be greatly appreciated.
take care all.. the weather's odd these days..
have a gd weekend!
this leads to a direct correlation in eating less fried and heaty foods
esp since i hv nw discovered tt my immune system seriously sucks big time
4 times flu in 4 mths.
awesome la.
wad cud be better.
i need to change my diet. i tink smthg must be wrong somewhere..
any suggestions let me noe ya? wud be greatly appreciated.
take care all.. the weather's odd these days..
have a gd weekend!
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